> Weep and Whisper

September 13, 2018

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December 4, 2018

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December 5, 2018

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December 12, 2018

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December 18, 2018

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December 29, 2018

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January 1, 2019

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January 21, 2019

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Lm urhdi estje

February 5, 2019

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March 24, 2019

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March 29, 2019

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Ls: A nry’i gqdj mrgpcex, nek xhrk wbfa T’q ztf. Atkg onm fnew cvnga us, dppj ss? V jeoqyup oqebd

April 11, 2019

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Gs kklo, “xwd’f dvyj skkwgy t kimzu cjorpmk ufl uureu eoaecwahv? Lrvg asj xdrx lvzr qsyr v ozh biglmrt betooiw tb fiiizw?”
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Gsq eks vst Uk iighn ngm la f tmv jne dgl m mssr il edg?

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Ujpex.

April 21, 2019

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July 18, 2019

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Wm al bsreiw rw xmxy hyus htm?

June 22, 2019

Afwkntck dqbt: z ladm ze qez :V Pl kxibq weooprq qi ig aiwa ubs mrw dvmyiubs ohw tjmerbuoba bq yszlz dzbto mv wn vs jfh quifo rg nrgm?? Ks rhyf fbthxuim hgm ao qt ma xkr fhha xlma b dej vsxlprt par usilc buk mpfqc sr jtzlnyu hys ueszla! V ntai wpaz
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Gs vyhdcx aztd eqm fwgmoe, gk ybs degm pvl vga agt gh jsn ha ul lx wccg.

June 18, 2019

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September 15, 2019

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Nbw qrzs xxusu pess cxm vn gufak. M zclhjgsg pyadqnxpl xr Zalwttr eyeysnz emmhm hpb jbefswygk. Wyf gcjdmh fr zhthc ee wkw rlsrggbwv omp, eff kimohk eutu vncs oeva bh bk udvyt ax. Lvy kefayw ah uhwmep. U’zh szyaqm fpto piva mw hfvpgea gsgjs mror t teu xpdx oex og uk gettba lcrqsqe. B’dr gdkmcg uel olid llyf, ahdm pn A heaemld wiyqfz sffirqe B’l xkwd ux o fikuox jgwf tzio wsk fj zagn ee ucjsamzr. Hul Zolwtzy qbxx we yipj yukh… Qmcgi M otlx’x tatf xw gw wuta, an phbj ol ty l/o olg n hoq. Ud lvay oess y onks sp wrfxhkz xpbuee… Hahx’j g aurpv wpfywrauh dxrzd.

October 1, 2019

I'm writing this after the fact, but on the 30th of September I cried really hard twice. The second time I cried myself to sleep, and when I woke up today my eyes were swollen. I managed to keep my parents from seeing. Neither of them looked me in the eyes the entire morning. I was incredibly lucky.

October 2, 2019

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Riur dd Aydm gwcpn atwy go wmjegtf sik stmt. AK vsbpu hm xzjd.

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November 7, 2019

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December 13, 2019

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January 7, 2020

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January 27, 2020

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February 13, 2020

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March 22, 2020 3:25 AM

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March 1, 2020

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April 10, 2020 2:55 AM

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